Hey everyone I have not updated you so heres where im at.

I’m still at the placement that I have been at since September. I feel finally like ive found my feet and what I can bring to the placement. that not to say that I don’t still make mistakes but I feel a lot of settled in my abilities which is great cause ill bring it forward into my new placements for the rest of this year. I think I realised this once someone new had to come in and they were messing up on all the stuff I had to learn alone. it felt good to pass it on. but also that they should also figure it out for themselves. also wanted to say I had a small argument with one of the other interns concerning her throwing me under the bus, but ive resolved that’d I was the bigger person. so that a great lesson learnt too.

I think I’ve just been too busy to be able to reflect properly on my journey these past few months, with the commute biting out a whole 3 hours of my day I think I’m ready for a change of environment for both this internship and the past year. I’m really glad I decided to do a placement year but it’s proper kicking me into shape. ive found it quite difficult to continue to prioritise myself and to listen to what I want to do or where or who I want to hang out with, suddenly time has gotten a lot more precious.

needless to say, my future plans are to move to Paris in January which now seem like a bit of a far fetched jump, but im willing to put in the time and effort to make this dream a reality. I just hope it all goes well !

il keep this a bit more regular from now on. bye xxxx